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For a long time I believed the only way to create the life I wanted was to work hard.

 

I wanted to live a different kind of life but I was stuck in the ways I had been raised. 

 

I had deep core beliefs that left me in lack, I didn’t believe in my own abilities to create abundance or in my ability to fulfill my own desires. 

 

I struggled with the belief that dreams don’t always come true and were meant to just be dreams and nothing more.

 

I believed that I had to be more gifted, more talented, smarter and more deserving if I wanted to have a life where I was happy, successful, abundant and fulfilled.

 

I believed that life was about hard work and hard lessons and often judged others who seemed to have things “just falling in their lap”

 

I judged other people's success because I didn’t believe that I was capable of having my own because I was a victim of almost everything. Whether it was money or happiness I lived with the belief that I wasn’t enough and therefore, I would never achieve what I desired.

 

What I dreamt and desired for myself was always in a future that I could never quite get to and never in the present.  I had no idea how to get what I wanted, I created vision boards, journaled, visualized and learned how to feel what I desired on the inside.

 

I used phases like  “One day I will get there” but even then I didn’t truly know how to do that.

 

I said a lot of things like “Oh well”, “That's just the way it is.”.

I commonly used words that followed my dreams and desires like “maybe”, “never”, “who knows”  and “probably not”.

 

I never gave myself credit for the things I was accomplishing or milestones I was meeting.

 

I often would achieve a goal but then not have the confidence to move forward and achieve the bigger dream. I would picture a part of my life I desired but wouldn't know how to get to it and then with my frustration and lack of self belief I would quit and fall back into my pattern of being a victim by self sabotaging what I was trying to create or put things off that I wanted because I was too afraid to achieve them.

 

I also spent a lot of time with other people who also didn’t believe in themselves or their ability to achieve greatness, which only brought my own energy and vibe down.

 

As I child I remember when I had a dream or an ambition I was told time and time again how unobtainable those ideas were, how much time they would take or how expensive they would be, and so eventually I would give up on them, throw them to the side and stick to what was safe and what was comfortable, which was one dead end job after another living pay cheque to pay cheque and often not having enough money to meet my basic needs or bills.

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I know it is easy to give up when you're feeling defeated, tired, sick of trying.  Sometimes going for what you want can be exhuasting. You can lose faith in yourself and your ability to create great things for yourself when it feels like everything is a dead end. You may even be thinking you will never figure things out and there is no way your dreams will ever come true but I assure you that is not the case.

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I began manifesting work when I started to do moon rituals. Working with the moon gave me a chance to go deeper than I had before, question my beliefs and methods when it came to creating what I wanted to create

 

I began to understand the flow of energy of harnessing what I wanted to create in the moment. I began to understand what I wanted to obtain for my future existed not in the furture but in the present and the only real way to create that was to feel what it would feel like to have already obtained that.

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The universe delivers exactly what we are asking for.

 

We may not know that we are getting what we put out because we still haven’t gotten the thing we really want.  This is because your energy and your focus are directed at what you don’t want and not what you want.  

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Manifesting isn’t wishing

Manifesting isn’t hoping

Manifesting isn’t pushing 

 

Manifesting is being the energy of what is it you want in your life now!!!!

 

When you are truly manifesting you are flowing.  You cannot force what you already are.  You do not have to push hard to make anything happen when you’re already in the energy of its existence. 

 

There is no future, there is only now and when you are able to learn what it feels like to have the things you desire now then you will attract them.

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You'll Have Some Work To Do To Draw In What You Want:

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• You have to remove the blocks within your consciousness that do not trust or believe in the power of the universe.  

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• You have to remove the fear that holds you back from getting what you desire.

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• You have to be willing to face whatever comes at you and to surrender to anything being possible.

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• You have to be willing to say goodbye to parts of you that do not fit the version of you that you want to create.

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• You have to let go of controlling the path to where you desire to be and allow it to unfold on its own, down its own road, even if that road isn’t what you thought it would be.

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We often think that if we can be in control of what is happening then we can also control the outcome but the energy of control is constricting and doesn’t allow for growth or change.  

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We often think we can stay the same and change at the same time but we cannot have a new way of life or a fulfilled desire as we are or we would have it or be it already.

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We have to believe in our ability to manifest

We have to believe we are just as powerful as the most abundant person we have ever seen.  

 

When you know this and believe this you start creating new life, new ways and new awareness of your oneness with every other being and the universe itself.

 

The truth is nothing is coming to find you. 

 

You have to change your energy to match the energy of what you want.  

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You cannot do this without some discomfort. 

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You cannot become a new you without letting go of some deep parts of who you currently are.

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The only thing stopping you from having what you desire is your beliefs about yourself and your ability to obtain that desire.

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The only thing stopping you, is you and not because you don’t deserve it but because a part of you believes you can’t have it.

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